Saturday, September 30, 2006
caring?
today IVAC did a donation drive at pasar pagi(s)..approach the public to create awareness abt hiv/aids and at the same time collect some fund for our coming conference and activities.sad to say that...out of 10 ppl,only 1 or 2 do care about this hiv/aids issue?i wonder what if those other 8 or 9 ppl kena hiv/aids 1 day..choichoi..mmm..shud i say padan muka for being ignorant?....just wish them live happily ever after=]..when i approach them,most of them either pretend that im "invinsible"?..or shoved me away...or doesn't show any interest at all(they're more interested in fishes and vegetables)..sigh...1 of our ivac junior said,so many rich ppl...but most of them kedekut?ignorant?proud?...wats d point of being rich when u're so kedekut and have sucha "ignorant" attitude?how in the 1st place they can "earn" that rich status...well,to me rich ppl r those who really worked hard to earn every cent,good iq & eq,loving,caring etc...thats not what i noticed...and those middle-class ppl are the one caring,loving,very honest etc...they r the one that deserves to be rich..well,i guess life's like that...mmmm...if i have "enough" money,i will definately donate them to some charity organisation or help the society in which ever way i can....i may not be that "fortunate" (rich,smart etc)..but i would definately wana help those less fortunate than me...with GOD's blessings.
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
Friday, September 08, 2006
feb baby...how true is this?..mmm...
Abstract thoughts.Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexiest out of everyone.Temperamental.Quiet, shy and humble. Honest And loyal.Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt.Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Horny.Daring and stubborn.Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous.Spendthrift.Tries to learn to show emotions.
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
~~<@ LOOKING THRU YOUR EYES @>~ ~
=written by a friend...sue may
back a few days i got totally stressed out.
i do understand that practically everyone gets stressed out and it is of the norm of feeling so...yet i felt the anger within, for the inability of those who were supposed to share the burden to instead work on what they felt was more important and left with me all the readings, plannings and finally a proposal that got rejected...
just as i was about to scream the "invisible" voice and cry the "invisible" tear, when i was in the lecture hall being tormeted by goldfish, a friend sent me a photo (of himself, when he was a baby)
the baby was smiling through the screen at me ----then stupidly i was smiling *to myself* (i'm not sure if jason -who was sitting beside me- realised)
this baby has a special pair of eyes.
a pair of eyes i've started falling in love with, ever since i got to know the many things he had seen through it...(things i never knew if i could see)
i remember asking him a very long time ago what colours he could see.
it always reminded me of these few lines of lyrics ------this LeeAnn Rimes song "Looking Through your Eyes"
"look at the sky, tell me what do you see? just close your eyes and describe it to me"
stupidly failing to realise -____-llll that he may not know what green or red is.
contradictorily, he had been through so much i'm not sure it would wear me up if i were in his shoes.
he could see only a few colours, but i'm very much touched by his passion of helping others, that had helped color other's life.
"I see the heavens each time that you smile, I hear your heartbeat just go on for miles, and suddenly I know my life is worth while...That's what i see through your eyes"
(perhaps the lines wouldn't be appropriate to describe the situation)
but basically, all the things he did dealing with many different people, the dreaful moments in life he had to go through, the many things he has to live with...had made him a stronger person, knowing life is worth every second.
just by that look of reality through his eyes.
i'm more touched with the way he dealt with his feelings, the many qualities he was being brought up practising, qualities as in the thing embedded within his thoughts and personalities that i could hardly find in another of the same male species------------there are so many stories about him i wish i could write (but may seem inappropriate considering this concerns his privacy)
this is a dedication to a friend who may not consider me as his true friend even (judging at such a short length of time that we've known each other), but yet one who has tried to make a difference in others' life with big ideas in life. he may not be as perfect as he wished he could be *i reckon* but who says we have to be perfect anyway?-judging that no one says that life should not be unfair.
the moral of the story that i've learnt from him is the fact that we may not be living under the most optimal of situation, but we could live the best out of those situations...-and better still at the end of the day, bringing the difference and fairness into someone else's life.
he taught me that at the end of the day, after all, it is my smile that counts, my smile that is of equality to the passion i have in making others' life as beautiful as it could be.
he taught me that "being to help others is a gift to myself", "being able to be friends with you, is a gift to myself"...in short, being able to learn to accept life the positive way, is a gift to thyself.
Look at the sky
Tell me what do you see
Just close your eyes
And describe it to me
The heavens are sparkling
With starlight tonight
That's what I see
Through your eyes
I see the heavens
Each time that you smile
I hear your heartbeat
Just go on for miles
And suddenly I know
My life is worth while
That's what I see
Through your eyes
[Chorus:]
Here in the night
I see the sun
Here in the dark
Our two hearts are one
It's out of our hands
We can't stop what we have begun
And love just took me by surprise
Looking through your eyes
I look at myself
And instead I see us
Whoever I am now
It feels like enough
And I see a girl
Who is learning to trust
That's who I see through your eyes
[Chorus]
And there are some things we don't know
Sometimes a heart just needs to go
And there is so much I'll remember
Underneath the open sky with you forever
[Chorus]
back a few days i got totally stressed out.
i do understand that practically everyone gets stressed out and it is of the norm of feeling so...yet i felt the anger within, for the inability of those who were supposed to share the burden to instead work on what they felt was more important and left with me all the readings, plannings and finally a proposal that got rejected...
just as i was about to scream the "invisible" voice and cry the "invisible" tear, when i was in the lecture hall being tormeted by goldfish, a friend sent me a photo (of himself, when he was a baby)
the baby was smiling through the screen at me ----then stupidly i was smiling *to myself* (i'm not sure if jason -who was sitting beside me- realised)
this baby has a special pair of eyes.
a pair of eyes i've started falling in love with, ever since i got to know the many things he had seen through it...(things i never knew if i could see)
i remember asking him a very long time ago what colours he could see.
it always reminded me of these few lines of lyrics ------this LeeAnn Rimes song "Looking Through your Eyes"
"look at the sky, tell me what do you see? just close your eyes and describe it to me"
stupidly failing to realise -____-llll that he may not know what green or red is.
contradictorily, he had been through so much i'm not sure it would wear me up if i were in his shoes.
he could see only a few colours, but i'm very much touched by his passion of helping others, that had helped color other's life.
"I see the heavens each time that you smile, I hear your heartbeat just go on for miles, and suddenly I know my life is worth while...That's what i see through your eyes"
(perhaps the lines wouldn't be appropriate to describe the situation)
but basically, all the things he did dealing with many different people, the dreaful moments in life he had to go through, the many things he has to live with...had made him a stronger person, knowing life is worth every second.
just by that look of reality through his eyes.
i'm more touched with the way he dealt with his feelings, the many qualities he was being brought up practising, qualities as in the thing embedded within his thoughts and personalities that i could hardly find in another of the same male species------------there are so many stories about him i wish i could write (but may seem inappropriate considering this concerns his privacy)
this is a dedication to a friend who may not consider me as his true friend even (judging at such a short length of time that we've known each other), but yet one who has tried to make a difference in others' life with big ideas in life. he may not be as perfect as he wished he could be *i reckon* but who says we have to be perfect anyway?-judging that no one says that life should not be unfair.
the moral of the story that i've learnt from him is the fact that we may not be living under the most optimal of situation, but we could live the best out of those situations...-and better still at the end of the day, bringing the difference and fairness into someone else's life.
he taught me that at the end of the day, after all, it is my smile that counts, my smile that is of equality to the passion i have in making others' life as beautiful as it could be.
he taught me that "being to help others is a gift to myself", "being able to be friends with you, is a gift to myself"...in short, being able to learn to accept life the positive way, is a gift to thyself.
Look at the sky
Tell me what do you see
Just close your eyes
And describe it to me
The heavens are sparkling
With starlight tonight
That's what I see
Through your eyes
I see the heavens
Each time that you smile
I hear your heartbeat
Just go on for miles
And suddenly I know
My life is worth while
That's what I see
Through your eyes
[Chorus:]
Here in the night
I see the sun
Here in the dark
Our two hearts are one
It's out of our hands
We can't stop what we have begun
And love just took me by surprise
Looking through your eyes
I look at myself
And instead I see us
Whoever I am now
It feels like enough
And I see a girl
Who is learning to trust
That's who I see through your eyes
[Chorus]
And there are some things we don't know
Sometimes a heart just needs to go
And there is so much I'll remember
Underneath the open sky with you forever
[Chorus]
Thursday, August 31, 2006
IVAC(inter varsity aids conference)
mm..currently im involved in this hiv/aids project..altho its so tiring and stressful but i neva regret joining this project..to me,its a meaningful "job" to do..it shud be everyone's responsible to create awareness abt hiv/aids~!..this year we're implementing our new concept(well,seniors had thought abt this concept b4)..so i feel that its time for "somebody" to do it!..the thing is that...new concept = more work + more probs + more things to think of...but im ready to take these challenges...i think..=P...i have a great team with me...altho not many junior members...but as long as they have the heart to make a difference in ppl's life and in their own life,they will stay=]...
*my roommate johnson is complaining that im "killing" him coz forcing him to finish IVAC shirt,banting&poster design in such a short time*...i have no choice...after ivac,i will treat u!good luck dude..FZ,IVAC,PT and genetics..phew...forgive me my fren...i hate to force ppl tho..and i hate myself if i ever had to force somebody to do something...sigh..this part of my life...SUX
sem break starting soon...1 week of break...but i MUST study smart&hard coz after sem break...tests coming...and got lotsa ivac activities to do!...donation drives,visiting(orphanage),publicity drives,press conference...and ofcoz preperation for the main event..IVAC CONFERENCE!..hope it will great...*praying hard*
so much to type...but i guess i shall stop here...=]
~BEING ABLE TO HELP OTHERS IS A GIFT TO MYSELF~
*my roommate johnson is complaining that im "killing" him coz forcing him to finish IVAC shirt,banting&poster design in such a short time*...i have no choice...after ivac,i will treat u!good luck dude..FZ,IVAC,PT and genetics..phew...forgive me my fren...i hate to force ppl tho..and i hate myself if i ever had to force somebody to do something...sigh..this part of my life...SUX
sem break starting soon...1 week of break...but i MUST study smart&hard coz after sem break...tests coming...and got lotsa ivac activities to do!...donation drives,visiting(orphanage),publicity drives,press conference...and ofcoz preperation for the main event..IVAC CONFERENCE!..hope it will great...*praying hard*
so much to type...but i guess i shall stop here...=]
~BEING ABLE TO HELP OTHERS IS A GIFT TO MYSELF~
Sunday, August 13, 2006
is this the life i wana live in...?
life has been great & horrible & mixed-feelings & stressful & nightmares & etc...eversince this sem started....it was HORRIBLE!..exams r pouring in 1 by 1 coming week...n i havent touched anything at all...holy black fat cow!..ops..haha...gota buckle up!..gota keep my promised i made to a fren=]..[FEAR IS CREATED NOT BY THE WORLD AROUND US,BUT IN THE MIND,BY WHAT WE THINK IS GOING TO HAPPEN] {WE ARE WHAT WE REPEATEDLY DO,EXCELLENCE THEN,IS NOT AN ACT,BUT A HABIT}..and IVAC(inter varsity aids conference) is currently "killing" me slowly...haha..choi...its just the beginning...i know i can do it~!..i believe that if one wants to help others by making a difference in their lives...change their lives to the better....GOD will help him/her...that's y i joined IVAC at the 1st place...i LOVE to help ppl...i feel that in life...being able to help others...is a gift to myself...i may not be that "rich" or that "smart" but i DO have the HEART to help ppl=]...i dont expect any return...as long as others r happy...i m happy 2!...sometimes i do feel that life is unfair...buat baik..tetapi dibalas buruk..sigh..y lar?...being 2nice and good and "straight" will make us "lose" in a "battle"...thats wat im experiencing now as IVAC director...i dislike "fighting" for something or "unhealthy competition"...FAIR GAME dude!..but well...this is life..=[
i guess i beta rest now..it was a WATER-less day 4me...was busy at convo from morning til afternoon...then lepak at petaling street til abt 5pm..then convo again...hardly drink water...*pening*...hope tmr will be a better day 4me..*praypray*..=]
i guess i beta rest now..it was a WATER-less day 4me...was busy at convo from morning til afternoon...then lepak at petaling street til abt 5pm..then convo again...hardly drink water...*pening*...hope tmr will be a better day 4me..*praypray*..=]
Saturday, July 08, 2006
sInGaPoRe SiO-SiO tRiP~!
4th-7th july...we(suen,yin,juny,kity,pearl and me)...and yin's mingming..lol..had d CRAZIEST-B*LLS-K*NEK-T*LUR adventure of our lives~!...many thanks to yin's mingming(ops..im goin 2 kena se-mack)..lol...coz he allowed us(kity&i)to tumpang in his room throughout our whole journey at NUS.thanks to yin&suen for being sucha GOODIE tourguide...poor suen...kaki telur...eh...kaki sakit also gota teman us...sowee!..hope ur injury will heal super fast!..(dun play2much t*lur and k*neks ler)..eeeeyerrr...and yin...dun watch 2much condo* hero k!..haha...later mingming jadi like kity can become a-rose coz of "weird sounds"?..lolz...ok...*censored*....we din reli visited many places ler..coz poor juny was sick....hope she's fine now=]...suen injured her knees...kity also injured...ohman...yin leh,mingle around everyday...ngekngekngek...only i semangat go lucky plaza...(find maria)..haha..jk...i got the creative zen neeon 5G!..wow!...50% discount for visitors...yay!..i just wana thank yin&suen for sucha wonderful-unforgetable-siosio-hiong-hamyam-telur-b*lls-k*nek experience!...next week i go down NUS againla..lol...i wana c ragging!..sure OWNING wan~!...i cant wait for the "cup cup tepat dapat" prize giving ceremony!..and ofcoz meet my hot mama..lol...remember to tune in to tv1 or tv2 on the 29th july,630-7pm to watch us(D'OWNING team-yin,suen,kity and me) in action!...and check out star newspaper..ngekngek...cya!u muka k*nek~!..kepala k*nek~!..jari mengorek?..d*d* berpimples?...
Saturday, July 01, 2006
a tribute to ARGENTINA....
altho they lost,i will still support ARGENTINA...4life!..haha...since germany is the host this year...give them chance la...if they lose,later fans bakar olympic stadium....susah ler...lolz...overall,im not satisfied with the subs pekerman made!...wat the...y in d world he sub out crespo for julio cruz?..at least sub for saviola or messi ler...aiyo...sub that "mangkuk" in...hardly touch the ball wan...riquelme..mmm...i think he shud cont playing till the end...like ballack...altho injured abit...still cont!...they need a playmaker!...arghh!...1st half was good..=]...2nd half...ohmy...argentina was playing like...like....*speechless*....they're lucky that germany din score 2 goals!...after klose equalised...i knew...it was the end...1st choice keeper injured...*sad*...sigh....nvmler..all hopes on england!..and brazil!...this goal by maxi rodriguez is my fav of all~!
Friday, June 30, 2006
LAN THONG HON AD...
lakonan di atas tiada kaitan dengan yang hidup atau yang telah meninggal.maafkan kami jika TER-sasul bahasa THAI kami.diharapkan sesiapa yang menonton iklan ini akan ketawa sampai sakit perut.=P
Tuesday, June 27, 2006
stand up for the champions...stand up for D'OWNING~!
we won d siosio gameshow!...wohooooooooooooooooo~!...its d craziest thing ive ever done this hol?...haha...after all the cabaran hidup yang penuh duka/suka/cuka cita..lol...we actually won?..i still cant bliv it!...somebody *se-mack* me!...ok..here comes my bedtime story..haha...after pyramid we(D'OWNING)went to giant abt 11pm...we thought can start at 1am..then finish fast..then yin can catch her plane...but...but...WTF!...they work super slow!...waited till abt 3am only can start 1st segment..imagine waiting for nearly 4 hours...doing....nothing?..just sit down...talk crap...crap...and more crap...kity made suen laugh till TER-bomb?..haha..nola..nearly..=P...
1st segment...we were supposed to find 20 items!..wth...they will show images of the items on lcd screen...1 sec 1 image...it repeats till time is up(10 mins)...darn tough tho...surprising thing is...we got 14 items correctly...beat the other 3 teams?..haha...btw,the other 3 teams were vivacious(4 girls),speedy(4 guys) and huru-hara(3guys&1 girl)...poor speedy.they got all the pads wrongly?..haha..so speedy got eliminated...=[
2nd segment...mmm...we were given a "mystery bag"...5 items in the bag..we gota use our "deria sentuh" to feel it...then find the item?..crappy man...thank GOD we got all correct!...lan thong hon!...vivacious did badly in this segment tho...but lucky for them coz no teams were eliminated in the 2nd segment..=P...huru-hara also got full points..=]...after this round,D'OWNING shud be leading vivacious by 25 points?..i think..lol
3rd segment....another siosio segment...gota find 15 items!...walau...1st 5 items we're given full details and the others...just a short description abt it...good luck man!...grand total of those 15 items were rm170.25....at the end we got 6 correct i think...vivacious got 7...and huru-hara got 5...so vivacious got knocked-out?..=[...*phew*...luckily..haha..coz they're were good!...
last segment...the decider!...no time limit...siapa lebih cepat dia menang ler=P...gota find 5 items...there were clues pasted on the items...eg. B:6...and etc...then by using those clues,we gota solve some puzzle...just like da vinci code...=]...we started pretty well,got 4 items in a jiffy!..huru-hara only got 1 item that time...mana tahu...sudddenly they got all 5...and we're still stuck at 4?...crap man..so panic!...huru-hara were busy solving the puzzle...and we...searching like $%$@$#$@...kity swore on national tv like #$@$@%$@..haha...ops...then...THANK GOD!..kity found the last item...dynamo concentrated powder!...then terus perah our otak to solve the puzzle...luckily huru-hara still struggling to solve the puzzle...our samad brains managed to solve the puzzle b4 them!..nyahahaha...
~FIGHT FIGHT OWNING~
~SEMANGAT FIGHTING,KITA BERTANDING,YANG PENTING.....KITA OWNING~!...
~LAN THONG HON...SAI SAM BEH LAU SAI...LEI MM MAI TIU NEI~...
1st segment...we were supposed to find 20 items!..wth...they will show images of the items on lcd screen...1 sec 1 image...it repeats till time is up(10 mins)...darn tough tho...surprising thing is...we got 14 items correctly...beat the other 3 teams?..haha...btw,the other 3 teams were vivacious(4 girls),speedy(4 guys) and huru-hara(3guys&1 girl)...poor speedy.they got all the pads wrongly?..haha..so speedy got eliminated...=[
2nd segment...mmm...we were given a "mystery bag"...5 items in the bag..we gota use our "deria sentuh" to feel it...then find the item?..crappy man...thank GOD we got all correct!...lan thong hon!...vivacious did badly in this segment tho...but lucky for them coz no teams were eliminated in the 2nd segment..=P...huru-hara also got full points..=]...after this round,D'OWNING shud be leading vivacious by 25 points?..i think..lol
3rd segment....another siosio segment...gota find 15 items!...walau...1st 5 items we're given full details and the others...just a short description abt it...good luck man!...grand total of those 15 items were rm170.25....at the end we got 6 correct i think...vivacious got 7...and huru-hara got 5...so vivacious got knocked-out?..=[...*phew*...luckily..haha..coz they're were good!...
last segment...the decider!...no time limit...siapa lebih cepat dia menang ler=P...gota find 5 items...there were clues pasted on the items...eg. B:6...and etc...then by using those clues,we gota solve some puzzle...just like da vinci code...=]...we started pretty well,got 4 items in a jiffy!..huru-hara only got 1 item that time...mana tahu...sudddenly they got all 5...and we're still stuck at 4?...crap man..so panic!...huru-hara were busy solving the puzzle...and we...searching like $%$@$#$@...kity swore on national tv like #$@$@%$@..haha...ops...then...THANK GOD!..kity found the last item...dynamo concentrated powder!...then terus perah our otak to solve the puzzle...luckily huru-hara still struggling to solve the puzzle...our samad brains managed to solve the puzzle b4 them!..nyahahaha...
~FIGHT FIGHT OWNING~
~SEMANGAT FIGHTING,KITA BERTANDING,YANG PENTING.....KITA OWNING~!...
~LAN THONG HON...SAI SAM BEH LAU SAI...LEI MM MAI TIU NEI~...
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