this is my dream.....AIESEC project called "IMPIAN"
Monday, October 30, 2006
Friday, October 20, 2006
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
CHESS-y december
yikes..my finals r coming (9th-19th nov)..dowan 2 mention bt it..lol..nyway...after finals..i have IVAC trip to pangkor from 24th-26th nov...then after that..its going 2b a CHESS-y month 4me???..3rd&4th dec i shud be at genting for chess training!!!(to get used to vietnam's weather?..lol)..then 2nd residential college have GACC(world inter-varsity chess championship) at UM from 5th-13th dec.and 14th dec im flying to VIETNAM!!!...wohoo!!..haha...will be representing msia in SUA(sukan universiti ASEAN)..*owning*...its been a looooooooong time since i represent msia 2play in a "godlike" tourney out of msia?..lolz..d last time i played overseas,i was only 12 yrs old,to france=]...only 3 lucky fellas are selected to go vietnam..so..thank GOD im given this opportunity...i will TRY my VERY VERY best to do well there=]...so basically from 3rd-22nd dec...i will be playing chess..chess..and chessss..omg..*faint*..but i hope i will enjoy EVERY moment during this sio-sio chess session in my life=]...been playing chess since 6?..its like part of my life..it may seem like a boring sports compared to squash,bball etc,but im thankful and grateful that my mom introduced this game 2me wen i was a cute little boyboy..lolz..=P..if i think i can,i can!
*it is time...gerald soh han loong kembali ke zaman kegemilangannya*..lolz
*it is time...gerald soh han loong kembali ke zaman kegemilangannya*..lolz
Saturday, October 14, 2006
Saturday, September 30, 2006
caring?
today IVAC did a donation drive at pasar pagi(s)..approach the public to create awareness abt hiv/aids and at the same time collect some fund for our coming conference and activities.sad to say that...out of 10 ppl,only 1 or 2 do care about this hiv/aids issue?i wonder what if those other 8 or 9 ppl kena hiv/aids 1 day..choichoi..mmm..shud i say padan muka for being ignorant?....just wish them live happily ever after=]..when i approach them,most of them either pretend that im "invinsible"?..or shoved me away...or doesn't show any interest at all(they're more interested in fishes and vegetables)..sigh...1 of our ivac junior said,so many rich ppl...but most of them kedekut?ignorant?proud?...wats d point of being rich when u're so kedekut and have sucha "ignorant" attitude?how in the 1st place they can "earn" that rich status...well,to me rich ppl r those who really worked hard to earn every cent,good iq & eq,loving,caring etc...thats not what i noticed...and those middle-class ppl are the one caring,loving,very honest etc...they r the one that deserves to be rich..well,i guess life's like that...mmmm...if i have "enough" money,i will definately donate them to some charity organisation or help the society in which ever way i can....i may not be that "fortunate" (rich,smart etc)..but i would definately wana help those less fortunate than me...with GOD's blessings.
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
Friday, September 08, 2006
feb baby...how true is this?..mmm...
Abstract thoughts.Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexiest out of everyone.Temperamental.Quiet, shy and humble. Honest And loyal.Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt.Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Horny.Daring and stubborn.Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous.Spendthrift.Tries to learn to show emotions.
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
~~<@ LOOKING THRU YOUR EYES @>~ ~
=written by a friend...sue may
back a few days i got totally stressed out.
i do understand that practically everyone gets stressed out and it is of the norm of feeling so...yet i felt the anger within, for the inability of those who were supposed to share the burden to instead work on what they felt was more important and left with me all the readings, plannings and finally a proposal that got rejected...
just as i was about to scream the "invisible" voice and cry the "invisible" tear, when i was in the lecture hall being tormeted by goldfish, a friend sent me a photo (of himself, when he was a baby)
the baby was smiling through the screen at me ----then stupidly i was smiling *to myself* (i'm not sure if jason -who was sitting beside me- realised)
this baby has a special pair of eyes.
a pair of eyes i've started falling in love with, ever since i got to know the many things he had seen through it...(things i never knew if i could see)
i remember asking him a very long time ago what colours he could see.
it always reminded me of these few lines of lyrics ------this LeeAnn Rimes song "Looking Through your Eyes"
"look at the sky, tell me what do you see? just close your eyes and describe it to me"
stupidly failing to realise -____-llll that he may not know what green or red is.
contradictorily, he had been through so much i'm not sure it would wear me up if i were in his shoes.
he could see only a few colours, but i'm very much touched by his passion of helping others, that had helped color other's life.
"I see the heavens each time that you smile, I hear your heartbeat just go on for miles, and suddenly I know my life is worth while...That's what i see through your eyes"
(perhaps the lines wouldn't be appropriate to describe the situation)
but basically, all the things he did dealing with many different people, the dreaful moments in life he had to go through, the many things he has to live with...had made him a stronger person, knowing life is worth every second.
just by that look of reality through his eyes.
i'm more touched with the way he dealt with his feelings, the many qualities he was being brought up practising, qualities as in the thing embedded within his thoughts and personalities that i could hardly find in another of the same male species------------there are so many stories about him i wish i could write (but may seem inappropriate considering this concerns his privacy)
this is a dedication to a friend who may not consider me as his true friend even (judging at such a short length of time that we've known each other), but yet one who has tried to make a difference in others' life with big ideas in life. he may not be as perfect as he wished he could be *i reckon* but who says we have to be perfect anyway?-judging that no one says that life should not be unfair.
the moral of the story that i've learnt from him is the fact that we may not be living under the most optimal of situation, but we could live the best out of those situations...-and better still at the end of the day, bringing the difference and fairness into someone else's life.
he taught me that at the end of the day, after all, it is my smile that counts, my smile that is of equality to the passion i have in making others' life as beautiful as it could be.
he taught me that "being to help others is a gift to myself", "being able to be friends with you, is a gift to myself"...in short, being able to learn to accept life the positive way, is a gift to thyself.
Look at the sky
Tell me what do you see
Just close your eyes
And describe it to me
The heavens are sparkling
With starlight tonight
That's what I see
Through your eyes
I see the heavens
Each time that you smile
I hear your heartbeat
Just go on for miles
And suddenly I know
My life is worth while
That's what I see
Through your eyes
[Chorus:]
Here in the night
I see the sun
Here in the dark
Our two hearts are one
It's out of our hands
We can't stop what we have begun
And love just took me by surprise
Looking through your eyes
I look at myself
And instead I see us
Whoever I am now
It feels like enough
And I see a girl
Who is learning to trust
That's who I see through your eyes
[Chorus]
And there are some things we don't know
Sometimes a heart just needs to go
And there is so much I'll remember
Underneath the open sky with you forever
[Chorus]
back a few days i got totally stressed out.
i do understand that practically everyone gets stressed out and it is of the norm of feeling so...yet i felt the anger within, for the inability of those who were supposed to share the burden to instead work on what they felt was more important and left with me all the readings, plannings and finally a proposal that got rejected...
just as i was about to scream the "invisible" voice and cry the "invisible" tear, when i was in the lecture hall being tormeted by goldfish, a friend sent me a photo (of himself, when he was a baby)
the baby was smiling through the screen at me ----then stupidly i was smiling *to myself* (i'm not sure if jason -who was sitting beside me- realised)
this baby has a special pair of eyes.
a pair of eyes i've started falling in love with, ever since i got to know the many things he had seen through it...(things i never knew if i could see)
i remember asking him a very long time ago what colours he could see.
it always reminded me of these few lines of lyrics ------this LeeAnn Rimes song "Looking Through your Eyes"
"look at the sky, tell me what do you see? just close your eyes and describe it to me"
stupidly failing to realise -____-llll that he may not know what green or red is.
contradictorily, he had been through so much i'm not sure it would wear me up if i were in his shoes.
he could see only a few colours, but i'm very much touched by his passion of helping others, that had helped color other's life.
"I see the heavens each time that you smile, I hear your heartbeat just go on for miles, and suddenly I know my life is worth while...That's what i see through your eyes"
(perhaps the lines wouldn't be appropriate to describe the situation)
but basically, all the things he did dealing with many different people, the dreaful moments in life he had to go through, the many things he has to live with...had made him a stronger person, knowing life is worth every second.
just by that look of reality through his eyes.
i'm more touched with the way he dealt with his feelings, the many qualities he was being brought up practising, qualities as in the thing embedded within his thoughts and personalities that i could hardly find in another of the same male species------------there are so many stories about him i wish i could write (but may seem inappropriate considering this concerns his privacy)
this is a dedication to a friend who may not consider me as his true friend even (judging at such a short length of time that we've known each other), but yet one who has tried to make a difference in others' life with big ideas in life. he may not be as perfect as he wished he could be *i reckon* but who says we have to be perfect anyway?-judging that no one says that life should not be unfair.
the moral of the story that i've learnt from him is the fact that we may not be living under the most optimal of situation, but we could live the best out of those situations...-and better still at the end of the day, bringing the difference and fairness into someone else's life.
he taught me that at the end of the day, after all, it is my smile that counts, my smile that is of equality to the passion i have in making others' life as beautiful as it could be.
he taught me that "being to help others is a gift to myself", "being able to be friends with you, is a gift to myself"...in short, being able to learn to accept life the positive way, is a gift to thyself.
Look at the sky
Tell me what do you see
Just close your eyes
And describe it to me
The heavens are sparkling
With starlight tonight
That's what I see
Through your eyes
I see the heavens
Each time that you smile
I hear your heartbeat
Just go on for miles
And suddenly I know
My life is worth while
That's what I see
Through your eyes
[Chorus:]
Here in the night
I see the sun
Here in the dark
Our two hearts are one
It's out of our hands
We can't stop what we have begun
And love just took me by surprise
Looking through your eyes
I look at myself
And instead I see us
Whoever I am now
It feels like enough
And I see a girl
Who is learning to trust
That's who I see through your eyes
[Chorus]
And there are some things we don't know
Sometimes a heart just needs to go
And there is so much I'll remember
Underneath the open sky with you forever
[Chorus]
Thursday, August 31, 2006
IVAC(inter varsity aids conference)
mm..currently im involved in this hiv/aids project..altho its so tiring and stressful but i neva regret joining this project..to me,its a meaningful "job" to do..it shud be everyone's responsible to create awareness abt hiv/aids~!..this year we're implementing our new concept(well,seniors had thought abt this concept b4)..so i feel that its time for "somebody" to do it!..the thing is that...new concept = more work + more probs + more things to think of...but im ready to take these challenges...i think..=P...i have a great team with me...altho not many junior members...but as long as they have the heart to make a difference in ppl's life and in their own life,they will stay=]...
*my roommate johnson is complaining that im "killing" him coz forcing him to finish IVAC shirt,banting&poster design in such a short time*...i have no choice...after ivac,i will treat u!good luck dude..FZ,IVAC,PT and genetics..phew...forgive me my fren...i hate to force ppl tho..and i hate myself if i ever had to force somebody to do something...sigh..this part of my life...SUX
sem break starting soon...1 week of break...but i MUST study smart&hard coz after sem break...tests coming...and got lotsa ivac activities to do!...donation drives,visiting(orphanage),publicity drives,press conference...and ofcoz preperation for the main event..IVAC CONFERENCE!..hope it will great...*praying hard*
so much to type...but i guess i shall stop here...=]
~BEING ABLE TO HELP OTHERS IS A GIFT TO MYSELF~
*my roommate johnson is complaining that im "killing" him coz forcing him to finish IVAC shirt,banting&poster design in such a short time*...i have no choice...after ivac,i will treat u!good luck dude..FZ,IVAC,PT and genetics..phew...forgive me my fren...i hate to force ppl tho..and i hate myself if i ever had to force somebody to do something...sigh..this part of my life...SUX
sem break starting soon...1 week of break...but i MUST study smart&hard coz after sem break...tests coming...and got lotsa ivac activities to do!...donation drives,visiting(orphanage),publicity drives,press conference...and ofcoz preperation for the main event..IVAC CONFERENCE!..hope it will great...*praying hard*
so much to type...but i guess i shall stop here...=]
~BEING ABLE TO HELP OTHERS IS A GIFT TO MYSELF~
Sunday, August 13, 2006
is this the life i wana live in...?
life has been great & horrible & mixed-feelings & stressful & nightmares & etc...eversince this sem started....it was HORRIBLE!..exams r pouring in 1 by 1 coming week...n i havent touched anything at all...holy black fat cow!..ops..haha...gota buckle up!..gota keep my promised i made to a fren=]..[FEAR IS CREATED NOT BY THE WORLD AROUND US,BUT IN THE MIND,BY WHAT WE THINK IS GOING TO HAPPEN] {WE ARE WHAT WE REPEATEDLY DO,EXCELLENCE THEN,IS NOT AN ACT,BUT A HABIT}..and IVAC(inter varsity aids conference) is currently "killing" me slowly...haha..choi...its just the beginning...i know i can do it~!..i believe that if one wants to help others by making a difference in their lives...change their lives to the better....GOD will help him/her...that's y i joined IVAC at the 1st place...i LOVE to help ppl...i feel that in life...being able to help others...is a gift to myself...i may not be that "rich" or that "smart" but i DO have the HEART to help ppl=]...i dont expect any return...as long as others r happy...i m happy 2!...sometimes i do feel that life is unfair...buat baik..tetapi dibalas buruk..sigh..y lar?...being 2nice and good and "straight" will make us "lose" in a "battle"...thats wat im experiencing now as IVAC director...i dislike "fighting" for something or "unhealthy competition"...FAIR GAME dude!..but well...this is life..=[
i guess i beta rest now..it was a WATER-less day 4me...was busy at convo from morning til afternoon...then lepak at petaling street til abt 5pm..then convo again...hardly drink water...*pening*...hope tmr will be a better day 4me..*praypray*..=]
i guess i beta rest now..it was a WATER-less day 4me...was busy at convo from morning til afternoon...then lepak at petaling street til abt 5pm..then convo again...hardly drink water...*pening*...hope tmr will be a better day 4me..*praypray*..=]
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