IVAC(inter varsity aids conference)

mm..currently im involved in this hiv/aids project..altho its so tiring and stressful but i neva regret joining this project..to me,its a meaningful "job" to do..it shud be everyone's responsible to create awareness abt hiv/aids~!..this year we're implementing our new concept(well,seniors had thought abt this concept b4)..so i feel that its time for "somebody" to do it!..the thing is that...new concept = more work + more probs + more things to think of...but im ready to take these challenges...i think..=P...i have a great team with me...altho not many junior members...but as long as they have the heart to make a difference in ppl's life and in their own life,they will stay=]...


*my roommate johnson is complaining that im "killing" him coz forcing him to finish IVAC shirt,banting&poster design in such a short time*...i have no choice...after ivac,i will treat u!good luck dude..FZ,IVAC,PT and genetics..phew...forgive me my fren...i hate to force ppl tho..and i hate myself if i ever had to force somebody to do something...sigh..this part of my life...SUX


sem break starting soon...1 week of break...but i MUST study smart&hard coz after sem break...tests coming...and got lotsa ivac activities to do!...donation drives,visiting(orphanage),publicity drives,press conference...and ofcoz preperation for the main event..IVAC CONFERENCE!..hope it will great...*praying hard*

so much to type...but i guess i shall stop here...=]

~BEING ABLE TO HELP OTHERS IS A GIFT TO MYSELF~

is this the life i wana live in...?

life has been great & horrible & mixed-feelings & stressful & nightmares & etc...eversince this sem started....it was HORRIBLE!..exams r pouring in 1 by 1 coming week...n i havent touched anything at all...holy black fat cow!..ops..haha...gota buckle up!..gota keep my promised i made to a fren=]..[FEAR IS CREATED NOT BY THE WORLD AROUND US,BUT IN THE MIND,BY WHAT WE THINK IS GOING TO HAPPEN] {WE ARE WHAT WE REPEATEDLY DO,EXCELLENCE THEN,IS NOT AN ACT,BUT A HABIT}..and IVAC(inter varsity aids conference) is currently "killing" me slowly...haha..choi...its just the beginning...i know i can do it~!..i believe that if one wants to help others by making a difference in their lives...change their lives to the better....GOD will help him/her...that's y i joined IVAC at the 1st place...i LOVE to help ppl...i feel that in life...being able to help others...is a gift to myself...i may not be that "rich" or that "smart" but i DO have the HEART to help ppl=]...i dont expect any return...as long as others r happy...i m happy 2!...sometimes i do feel that life is unfair...buat baik..tetapi dibalas buruk..sigh..y lar?...being 2nice and good and "straight" will make us "lose" in a "battle"...thats wat im experiencing now as IVAC director...i dislike "fighting" for something or "unhealthy competition"...FAIR GAME dude!..but well...this is life..=[

i guess i beta rest now..it was a WATER-less day 4me...was busy at convo from morning til afternoon...then lepak at petaling street til abt 5pm..then convo again...hardly drink water...*pening*...hope tmr will be a better day 4me..*praypray*..=]