Sunday, August 13, 2006

is this the life i wana live in...?

life has been great & horrible & mixed-feelings & stressful & nightmares & etc...eversince this sem started....it was HORRIBLE!..exams r pouring in 1 by 1 coming week...n i havent touched anything at all...holy black fat cow!..ops..haha...gota buckle up!..gota keep my promised i made to a fren=]..[FEAR IS CREATED NOT BY THE WORLD AROUND US,BUT IN THE MIND,BY WHAT WE THINK IS GOING TO HAPPEN] {WE ARE WHAT WE REPEATEDLY DO,EXCELLENCE THEN,IS NOT AN ACT,BUT A HABIT}..and IVAC(inter varsity aids conference) is currently "killing" me slowly...haha..choi...its just the beginning...i know i can do it~!..i believe that if one wants to help others by making a difference in their lives...change their lives to the better....GOD will help him/her...that's y i joined IVAC at the 1st place...i LOVE to help ppl...i feel that in life...being able to help others...is a gift to myself...i may not be that "rich" or that "smart" but i DO have the HEART to help ppl=]...i dont expect any return...as long as others r happy...i m happy 2!...sometimes i do feel that life is unfair...buat baik..tetapi dibalas buruk..sigh..y lar?...being 2nice and good and "straight" will make us "lose" in a "battle"...thats wat im experiencing now as IVAC director...i dislike "fighting" for something or "unhealthy competition"...FAIR GAME dude!..but well...this is life..=[

i guess i beta rest now..it was a WATER-less day 4me...was busy at convo from morning til afternoon...then lepak at petaling street til abt 5pm..then convo again...hardly drink water...*pening*...hope tmr will be a better day 4me..*praypray*..=]

6 comments:

Anonymous said...

there is nothing in this world that is fair. Remembers Darwin's theory survival of the fittest. Even microbs have their own defences. Believe in your self and everyone will believe in you.. take k man....

ah boy

Iced Skeleton said...

ahhhh microbes...
gram negative E.coli
*sigh*
my basic medical microbiology paper will be on this friday.
then saturday got Health Screening Opening Ceremony.
i have an assignment in hand that i haven't completed.
tests on weds and Friday.

EVERYONE like kiasu lidat study until "mad"(?)

i am equally stressed.

i guess the point is that i've learnt to see that i'm as stressed as anyone could be.
except that yes, severity is probably a factor.

this is something i learnt...
Suzanne Kobasa had coined the term Hardiness (that includes the elements of Control, Commitment and Challenge).
She had found that people who are in constant stress who is in touch with this Hardiness elements are able to handle stress better and in fact they're happier at the end of the day, despite the stress.

*confusing?*

aduhh...-how shall i put it yar..
erm...
to simplify it, we live in constant stress, what makes a difference is our attitudes towards the stress...that's what they ALWAYS say right? but how?
Hardiness is an effective way of making through the hardships yet at the same time FEELING IN CONTROL of your own emotions.

try to google for Hardiness, Kobasa =)

it is GREAT to read from you again =)
an article very well expressed!

i know a great book i could get for you =)
but i'm currently too tied down with my tasks, will get it for u asap.


to ah Boy,
aduiii-i can't check friendster here, THUS my inability to read ur articles!!!!
(can someone convince him to blog here on Blogspot?)
-__-llll

ALl the best in ur exams!

Anonymous said...

i like very dungu at using the blogspot and i like gt very few blogfans so i still like friendster as they tell all my friends that i have wrote something.....

Ah boy (:

Iced Skeleton said...

but but but...

julie is one of ur biggest fan and i've been deprived of reading ur articles for the 6th week already!

perhaps u could do me a favour by emailing me at one go the articles at the end of every week? *sweatssss*
(or does that sound like too big a request?)
*sweatzzz*

Anonymous said...

since u are such a fan i mah fulfill my fan request lar!!!

i wat i can do.

ah boy;)

Anonymous said...

since u are such a fan i mah fulfill my fan request lar!!!

i wat i can do.

ah boy;)