how "sueh" can somebody be....sigh

tues night (25/09/2007) was one of the worst night of my life!!!...i skipped cc tanglung at taman jaya just to study at medic fac library for my coming test...and i ended up losing my NIKE bag...not just any bag...sarah jiejie bought it for me...from australia!!..and my "shoe" keychain, i bought it from vietnam!!!...and the worst part was...my lab coat is in the bag....scientific calculator....house and kolej room keys...fork&spoon...and...CAMERA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..........WTF!...gg...its an old canon camera...but i my sis bought it for rm1500 last time...omg...im so dead...with 512mb sd memory card in it!!..and lots of videos and pics!!..ARGHHH!!!...GOD,y r u being so cruel to me?...(i "forgot" that i left my camera in d bag coz i seldom use it!!!) =[

to the person who stole my bag....MAY YOU REST IN P-I-E-C-E-S!!!

not to be pessimistic, but lately...i feel as if my life is so not organized...i spend money irregularly...spend money like drink water?...didnt prepare well for my tests...sick here, sick there...sigh..whats wrong with me man?..gerald!!.."fan lei la"...eeek....guess must be due to THESIS STRESS,...and i have 3 more tests to go..zzz

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despite all these crazy things in my life, im not going to give up tho...i have to "wake up"!!!...somebody pinch me!!!..hope my noty xtq wont kena gastric again ler...i very sim thia she owiz complain gastric =[


as usual.....IF I THINK I CAN, I CAN!!!

how do u define "busy"?

is my life counted as "busy" or "Stress" or..."normal" for a university student?..SUDDENLY out of the "colourblind" moon...i was strucked with...

1) 24/9 - drug anaysis test + medical entomology drama(abt ticks)*belum revise*

2) 27/9 - endocrinology test *belum revise*

3) 1/10 - medical entomology test *revise abit*

4) 2/10 - THE ULTIMATE lab test (every single !@#!@ week of lab work we did [abt 8 chapters] will be compiled into a 20+ page structure+essay questions)...y cant they just give us test every week? *confirm sure kena pawn kaukau*

5) 9/10 - chronic diseases test *belum revise*

6) pharmacology assignment
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and on top of that...my thesis test's results for DPPH free scavenging assay...is bad...didn't get the graph that i was supposed 2get...does it mean that what i did for the past 2 months...all WASTED?????..WHAT THE...TUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT...=[

*somebody help me*!!!

Bu Neng Shuo De Mi Mi (Secret That Cannot Be Told)

leng ka fei li kai le bei dian
wo ren zhu de qing xu zai hen hou mian

pin ming xiang wan hui de cong qian
zai wo lian shang yi jiu qing xi ke jian

zui mei de bu shi xia yu tian
shi ceng yu ni duo guo yu de wu yan

hui yi de hua mian
zai dang zhe qiu qian
meng kai shi bu tian

ni shuo ba ai jian jian
fang xia hui zou geng yuan
you he bi qu gai bian
yi cuo guo de shi jian

ni yong ni de zhi jian
zu zhi wo shuo zai jian
xiang xiang ni zai shen bian
zai wan quan shi qu zhi qian

ni shuo ba ai jian jian
fang xia hui zou geng yuan
huo xu ming yun de qian
zhi rang wo men yu jian
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zhi rang wo men xiang lian
zhe yi ji de qiu tian
piao luo hou cai fa xian
zhe xing fu de sui pian
yao wo zen me jian

Hey There Delilah | PLAIN WHITE T |

Hey there Delilah
What's it like in New York City?
I'm a thousand miles away
But girl tonight you look so pretty
Yes you do
Times Square can't shine as bright as you
I swear it's true

Hey there Delilah
Don't you worry about the distance
I'm right there if you get lonely
Give this song another listen
Close your eyes
Listen to my voice it's my disguise
I'm by your side

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me

Hey there Delilah
I know times are getting hard
But just believe me girl
Someday I'll pay the bills with this guitar
We'll have it good
We'll have the life we knew we would
My word is good

Hey there Delilah
I've got so much left to say
If every simple song I wrote to you
Would take your breath away
I'd write it all
Even more in love with me you'd fall
We'd have it all

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me

A thousand miles seems pretty far
But they've got planes and trains and cars
I'd walk to you if I had no other way
Our friends would all make fun of us
and we'll just laugh along because we know
That none of them have felt this way
Delilah I can promise you
That by the time we get through
The world will never ever be the same
And you're to blame

Hey there Delilah
You be good and don't you miss me
Two more years and you'll be done with school
And I'll be making history like I do
You'll know it's all because of you
We can do whatever we want to
Hey there Delilah here's to you
This ones for you
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Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me.

eVoLuTiOn Of GeRaLdzzz

cute baby gerald...



1 year old gerald...



1st day at um...



modeling for padini...(nah)



latest pic of gerald...
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*darn..cant find my pics when i was 7 yrs old til 17?*

mental fatigue...

its been a looooooooooooooooooooong time since i last sit down....relax...and read my motivational books....its been there on my book rack since the beginning of this sem....only read halfway through...sigh...right now, im feeling VERY tired indeed. for the past few weeks...my life is all about chess,CHESS,CHESS and chess. participate in chess competition, practice chess, organize chess competition...blablabla...thanks GOD last night was the last event about chess for me. i can now put a fullstop to it until december. chanel handbags playing chess, no doubt is a passion, enjoyment, hobby for me...but at this challenging international level...its CRAZY!!!


i have 2 weeks of studies and thesis to catch up on....im starting to freak out doing thesis d....seems to be getting "bad" results for my tests=[...2months left...and i have to pass up my literature review and materials&method....lab test will be on 2/10/07...which i flunked it last sem...this time i gota do better! and finals will be during november...sigh..


u can "feel" the stress level shown on my face!

busy life - interesting life?

currently im playing in my third and final chess competition this month....phew...it was super tiring....imagine waking up at 6am....730am bertolak to wilayah complex...9am start competition....next round 3pm...another round 7pm....by the time i finish, it will be about 10pm+ d...reach home about 11pm+....time to sleep again...zzzzzzzzzzz....i dont even have time to kau lui!!..lol...jk...no time to touch books or revise...or thesis...sigh...coming week im sure there will be a "surprise test" for entomology or chronic diseases....gota study dude!!!...havent been keeping in touch with good old frens =[

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gluck gerald soh han loong!