Only Want To Love You...

I know things are different now
We're living separate lives,
Even though our lives have changed
I still think of you as mine.
For hearts that once stayed together
Will always stay together forever,
Intertwined as they became part of each other
As they'll remain 'til the end of time.
When you go, I'll know it will be okay for you and me.
For all the names given to all that changes
For all the ways we said good bye,
For all the mistakes we both made....


We were happy once
I remember those times...
How we smiled and laughed
How you held my heart in your hands.
I remember the fights and the tears...
When you threw my heart back at me it was bruised and wilted.
I know that some day I'll get used to the fact

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That we are not together any more,
And that we may never be... again.
Only time will tell but in the meantime
Though you may be far from my arms,
You will never be far from my heart.
I know that love will never leave
Since there are so many special moments and memories
To ever try to forget.


I will remember for the rest of my days...
How you helped me find happiness and some truths,
How you opened so many doors and taught me to love.
I'll never forget how good it felt
To share my life with yours.
Why did I put you through such misery
When i love you so much?
Why did I get so moody with you
When I love you so much?
I wondered how you could forgive me
But you always did,
I am so thankful that you realized my feelings
And gave me another chance.


I am so sorry for causing you confusion
And for getting you upset,
Thank you for trying to understand those moods
Making me feel really comfortable with you.
You are so important to me
I never meant to hurt you,
The only thing I wanted to do...
Was just to love you.
I wish that you could take me back
Because I love you and miss you so,
It's so hard to stay on track
As it hurts to much knowing I soon have to let you go.

WORLD INTER-VARSITY CHESS CHAMPIONSHIP 2007

okayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy......

its finally over =]...after cracking my brains for 1 whole week playing chess...finally its over=]...no more chess for this year...=]...UM team A (my team) won best local team and i got 6th placing in the individual event...YES!!!...after 3 years....i finally get top 10!!!....haha...gerald soh han loong is back!...surprisingly...i didnt really prepare 99 for this tourney...but i defeated a FIDE MASTER from iran...and NEARLY defeat an INTERNATIONAL MASTER from iran also...sigh...so close =[...unlucky i guess...hope that i will get a NICE FIDE RATING =] *pray hard*
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thanks to DLWN for supporting me =]....sharon and kity also came...but no fate le..=[...next event...CHRISTMAS!!!...MOM'S BIRTHDAY!!!...NEW YEAR!!!



with philippines chicks!!..okay...only the girl in black&white dress is hot..lolx


with USM chess players...=]

WORLD INTER-VARSITY CHESS CHAMPIONSHIP 2007

currently im pretty busy participating in a chess tourney...though this year abit sien cause powerhouse such as russia and china tak datang...but NUS and IRAN are pretty scary countries...as in they have good chess players...so far out of 5 rounds...i won 4 and lost 1...not a bad performance le...top 8 so far...my target...get top 10!!!...my last year in uni...and last time playing in this competition...hope my dreams will come true..and hope i can get a goodie FIDE rating =]...there are 100+ players i think..so getting top 10 is =]
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my backpacking trip to vietnam has been called off...sigh...bad final exam results...sad...moreover i think i should work and earn money first before i use sooooooooooooooooooooooooh much money...i've been spending money like water lately..omg...thanks ju...after what she told me,..i guess i should earn some money first...then only go lepak =P...instead my spending money blindly...sorry 2 hien,p and ngan coz i told them i will be going to vietnam to visit them...and last minute ffk =[


after this tourney..i guess its back to thesis...sigh..*frus*...mom's bday is coming!!...anybody have any idea what to buy for her?...HELP!!

WORLD AIDS DAY 2007

of all days...i got fever today...*sobs*

i hope i'm fit enough to help out tmr for WORLD AIDS DAY!!!!............woot

Percintaan Tan Hong Ming - iklan Petronas

Cai Hong

na li you cai hong gao su wo
neng bu neng ba wo de yuan wang huan gei wo
wei shen ma tian zhe ma an jing
shuo you yun dou pao dao wo zhe li

you mei you kou zhao yi ge gei wo
shi huai shuo le tai duo jiu cheng zhen bu liao
ye xu shi jian shi yi zhong jie yao
ye shi wo xian zai zheng fu xia de du yao

kan bu jian ni de xiao wo zen ma shui de zhao
ni de shen ying zhe ma jin wo que bao bu dao
mei you di qiu tai yang hai shi hui rao
mei you li you wo ye neng zi ji zou

ni yao li kai wo zhi dao hen jian dan
ni shuo yi lai shi wo men de zu ai
jiu suan fang kai na neng bu neng bie mo shou wo de ai
dang zuo wo zui hou cai ming bai

Rap:
kan bu jian ni de xiao
yao wo zen ma shui de zhao
ni de shen ying zhe ma jin wo que bao bu dao
mei you di qiu tai yang kai shi huan rao huan rao
mei you li you wo ye neng zi ji zou diao
shi wo shuo le tai duo jiu cheng zhen bu liao
ye xu shi jian shi yi zhong jie yao jie yao
ye shi wo xian zai zheng fu xia de du yao

彩虹 - 周杰伦 (《我很忙》第二波主打/MV独家首播)

finals....finals...

currently i dont have mood to blog ler..lolx..paiseh ar..unless any of u out there have an interesting topic for me to write about!!!...stress man..finals starting on 2nd nov..ends on the 12th....will cont blogging after 12th nov 2007.

btw..after finals...i stil gota balik um to settle THESES!!..pass up literature review etc by end of november..ohno..=[...and 1st of dec will be WORLD AIDS DAY!!!...i really hope i can join pink triangle foundation (PT foundation) as a volunteer to create awarenss abt hiv/aids at sungei wang....3rd dec,i gota bring my sister's japanese fren kaikai around kl for 1 whole day...hope she's a lenglui..lolx...and 4th-12th dec...i have WORLD INTER-VARSITY CHESS CHAMPIONSHIP 2007!!!...ohman..which means i need to have intensive chess training again!!!...arghhh...after chess competition...planning to go backpacking man!!..wohoo!!..vietnam...here i come!..but...not confirmed yet ler..anybody interested?...mid december...call me babeh.

*quote of the week* - how can i fall in love with somebody i've never met before? -

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woot~!...baru balik dari DUSUN ECO last nite ler...will update my blog with pictures and videos later=]..wana have a GOOD rest first..=P

Tank- 非你莫屬

你知道嗎
ni zhi dao ma
我很喜歡牽著你的手的感覺
wo hen xi huan qian zhe ni de shou de gan jue
那是什麼樣子
na shi shen me yang zi
我好希望再來一次
wo hao xi wang zai yi ci


懂得讓我微笑的人
dong de rang wo wei xiao de ren
再沒有誰比你有天份
zai mei you shei bi ni you tian fen
輕易闖進我的心門
qing yi chuang jin wo de xin men
明天的美夢你完成
ming tian de mei meng ni wan cheng


整個宇宙 浩瀚無邊的盡頭
zheng ge yu zhou, hao han wu bian de jin tou
每顆渺小星球 全都繞著你走
mei ke miao xiao xing qiu, quan dou rao zhe ni zou
愛我 非你莫屬
ai wo, fei ni mo shu
我只願守護 由你給我的幸福
wo zhi yuan shou hu, you ni gei wo de xing fu
愛我 非你莫屬
ai wo, fei ni mo shu
也許會 笑著哭 但那人是你所以 不怕苦
ye xu hui, xiao zhe ku, dan na ren shi ni suo yi, bu pa ku



懂得讓我流淚的人
dong de rang wo liu lei de ren
給的感動一定是最深
gei de gan dong yi ding shi zui shen
在我心中留下傷痕
zai wo xin zhong liu xia shang hen
你同時點亮了星辰
ni tong shi dian liang le xing chen


整個宇宙 浩瀚無邊的盡頭
zheng ge yu zhou, hao han wu bian de jin tou
每顆渺小星球 全都繞著你走
mei ke miao xiao xing qiu, quan dou rao zhe ni zou
愛我 非你莫屬
ai wo, fei ni mo shu
我只願守護 由你給我的幸福
wo zhi yuan shou hu, you ni gei wo de xing fu
愛我 非你莫屬
ai wo, fei ni mo shu
也許會 笑著哭 但那人是你所以 不怕苦
ye xu hui, xiao zhe ku, dan na ren shi ni suo yi, bu pa ku


那麼多相遇
na me duo xiang yu
偏偏只和你 天造地設般產生奇蹟
pian pian zhi he, tian zao de she ban chan sheng qi ji
我心的縫隙
wo xin de feng xi
我想除了你 任誰也無法填補這空虛
wo xiang chu le ni, ren shei ye wu fa tian bu zhe kong xu


愛我 非你莫屬
ai wo, fei ni mo shu
我只願守護 由你給我的幸福
wo zhi yuan shou hu, you ni gei wo de xing fu
愛我 非你莫屬
ai wo, fei ni mo shu
也許會 笑著哭 但那人是你所以 不怕苦
ye xu hui, xiao zhe ku, dan na ren shi ni suo yi, bu pa ku
那個人是你所以 不怕苦
na ge ren shi ni suo yi, bu pa ku

+| positive thinking |+

let your attitude dictate your day for a change.

Be happy, smile and look for the best in everything.

You'll be amazed at the impact you have on the state of your world =]

how "sueh" can somebody be....sigh

tues night (25/09/2007) was one of the worst night of my life!!!...i skipped cc tanglung at taman jaya just to study at medic fac library for my coming test...and i ended up losing my NIKE bag...not just any bag...sarah jiejie bought it for me...from australia!!..and my "shoe" keychain, i bought it from vietnam!!!...and the worst part was...my lab coat is in the bag....scientific calculator....house and kolej room keys...fork&spoon...and...CAMERA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..........WTF!...gg...its an old canon camera...but i my sis bought it for rm1500 last time...omg...im so dead...with 512mb sd memory card in it!!..and lots of videos and pics!!..ARGHHH!!!...GOD,y r u being so cruel to me?...(i "forgot" that i left my camera in d bag coz i seldom use it!!!) =[

to the person who stole my bag....MAY YOU REST IN P-I-E-C-E-S!!!

not to be pessimistic, but lately...i feel as if my life is so not organized...i spend money irregularly...spend money like drink water?...didnt prepare well for my tests...sick here, sick there...sigh..whats wrong with me man?..gerald!!.."fan lei la"...eeek....guess must be due to THESIS STRESS,...and i have 3 more tests to go..zzz

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despite all these crazy things in my life, im not going to give up tho...i have to "wake up"!!!...somebody pinch me!!!..hope my noty xtq wont kena gastric again ler...i very sim thia she owiz complain gastric =[


as usual.....IF I THINK I CAN, I CAN!!!

how do u define "busy"?

is my life counted as "busy" or "Stress" or..."normal" for a university student?..SUDDENLY out of the "colourblind" moon...i was strucked with...

1) 24/9 - drug anaysis test + medical entomology drama(abt ticks)*belum revise*

2) 27/9 - endocrinology test *belum revise*

3) 1/10 - medical entomology test *revise abit*

4) 2/10 - THE ULTIMATE lab test (every single !@#!@ week of lab work we did [abt 8 chapters] will be compiled into a 20+ page structure+essay questions)...y cant they just give us test every week? *confirm sure kena pawn kaukau*

5) 9/10 - chronic diseases test *belum revise*

6) pharmacology assignment
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and on top of that...my thesis test's results for DPPH free scavenging assay...is bad...didn't get the graph that i was supposed 2get...does it mean that what i did for the past 2 months...all WASTED?????..WHAT THE...TUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT...=[

*somebody help me*!!!

Bu Neng Shuo De Mi Mi (Secret That Cannot Be Told)

leng ka fei li kai le bei dian
wo ren zhu de qing xu zai hen hou mian

pin ming xiang wan hui de cong qian
zai wo lian shang yi jiu qing xi ke jian

zui mei de bu shi xia yu tian
shi ceng yu ni duo guo yu de wu yan

hui yi de hua mian
zai dang zhe qiu qian
meng kai shi bu tian

ni shuo ba ai jian jian
fang xia hui zou geng yuan
you he bi qu gai bian
yi cuo guo de shi jian

ni yong ni de zhi jian
zu zhi wo shuo zai jian
xiang xiang ni zai shen bian
zai wan quan shi qu zhi qian

ni shuo ba ai jian jian
fang xia hui zou geng yuan
huo xu ming yun de qian
zhi rang wo men yu jian
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zhi rang wo men xiang lian
zhe yi ji de qiu tian
piao luo hou cai fa xian
zhe xing fu de sui pian
yao wo zen me jian

Hey There Delilah | PLAIN WHITE T |

Hey there Delilah
What's it like in New York City?
I'm a thousand miles away
But girl tonight you look so pretty
Yes you do
Times Square can't shine as bright as you
I swear it's true

Hey there Delilah
Don't you worry about the distance
I'm right there if you get lonely
Give this song another listen
Close your eyes
Listen to my voice it's my disguise
I'm by your side

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me

Hey there Delilah
I know times are getting hard
But just believe me girl
Someday I'll pay the bills with this guitar
We'll have it good
We'll have the life we knew we would
My word is good

Hey there Delilah
I've got so much left to say
If every simple song I wrote to you
Would take your breath away
I'd write it all
Even more in love with me you'd fall
We'd have it all

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me

A thousand miles seems pretty far
But they've got planes and trains and cars
I'd walk to you if I had no other way
Our friends would all make fun of us
and we'll just laugh along because we know
That none of them have felt this way
Delilah I can promise you
That by the time we get through
The world will never ever be the same
And you're to blame

Hey there Delilah
You be good and don't you miss me
Two more years and you'll be done with school
And I'll be making history like I do
You'll know it's all because of you
We can do whatever we want to
Hey there Delilah here's to you
This ones for you
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Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me.

eVoLuTiOn Of GeRaLdzzz

cute baby gerald...



1 year old gerald...



1st day at um...



modeling for padini...(nah)



latest pic of gerald...
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*darn..cant find my pics when i was 7 yrs old til 17?*

mental fatigue...

its been a looooooooooooooooooooong time since i last sit down....relax...and read my motivational books....its been there on my book rack since the beginning of this sem....only read halfway through...sigh...right now, im feeling VERY tired indeed. for the past few weeks...my life is all about chess,CHESS,CHESS and chess. participate in chess competition, practice chess, organize chess competition...blablabla...thanks GOD last night was the last event about chess for me. i can now put a fullstop to it until december. chanel handbags playing chess, no doubt is a passion, enjoyment, hobby for me...but at this challenging international level...its CRAZY!!!


i have 2 weeks of studies and thesis to catch up on....im starting to freak out doing thesis d....seems to be getting "bad" results for my tests=[...2months left...and i have to pass up my literature review and materials&method....lab test will be on 2/10/07...which i flunked it last sem...this time i gota do better! and finals will be during november...sigh..


u can "feel" the stress level shown on my face!

busy life - interesting life?

currently im playing in my third and final chess competition this month....phew...it was super tiring....imagine waking up at 6am....730am bertolak to wilayah complex...9am start competition....next round 3pm...another round 7pm....by the time i finish, it will be about 10pm+ d...reach home about 11pm+....time to sleep again...zzzzzzzzzzz....i dont even have time to kau lui!!..lol...jk...no time to touch books or revise...or thesis...sigh...coming week im sure there will be a "surprise test" for entomology or chronic diseases....gota study dude!!!...havent been keeping in touch with good old frens =[

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gluck gerald soh han loong!

feelings...

it just hurts when you dont have fate to meet/talk with the person u wana meet most when you're down...=[

sometimes in life we just feel like giving up...

that is what im feeling right now...slept abt 2am+ (practice chess)...woke up abt 7am+...9am start chess comeptition...played 4 rounds today...only managed to get 1.5 points...OMG!!!...the 2 games that i was supposed to win...i ended up losing that game....sigh...having a BAD sorethroat now....which is gradually progressing into a FEVER!...please....i cant fall sick!!...i hv 2 weeks of chess tournaments 2go...3 test....thesis....HELP~!!!..i feel like cutting off my throat...it just hurt so much!!.$%$@$%R@$%R!#$E@....my brain is like super TIRED!!...zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
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*gluck gerald soh han loong*

Step by step - Ikeuchi Aya

When my existance seems to disappear,

I will look for the place where i can do the best i can.

From now on, i'll delibrate slowly,

I won't be impatient.

I won't be greedy.

I won't give up.
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because everyone takes things step by step.

The other side of suffering - Ikeuchi Aya

Everyone feels pain.

But surely, after suffering satisfaction will arrive.

Even with sports, studying or other ordeals.

With life, it's like that for everyone.

If we can beat the pain on the other side,

a rainbow of happiness awaits us.

That will definately become a treasure.
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Let's believe in that.

Express your friendship

If you have friends, don't be afraid to express your friendship;
don't be afraid to tell them that you admire them or love them.

If you love anybody, why not say so?
If you enjoy anyone's company, why not say so?
It costs you nothing; it may mean everything to your friend and to your friendship.
Friendship is no one-sided affair, but an exchange of soul qualities.

There can be no friendship without reciprocity.
One cannot receive all and give nothing,
or give all and receive nothing,
and expect to experience the joy and fullness of true companionship.

i would like to dedicate this poem to my friends who had shown me the true meaning of friendship :

Good old friends
Jenz,chris,fang,nian,joachim,titus,jolyn,eeling,eliz,wendy,zhunyein,aaron,leelee,choylup,kenneth yee&khaw,shu-fong,jia-ni and many more!

Form 6 friends
Kitleong&yeeching,juny,synyin,suenchi,stacey,kiran,brendon,shan-na,saipoh,pohleen,suying,sansan,liying...well...whole of U6S4!!!...and many more!

Uni friends
ALL 7 kolej friends(esp 2 roommates-jaysen&johnson),my lab groupmates(syikin,muikoon,leileng,miza),nelson,sharon,well..practically all BH friends!! and UPM friends(juliana,jason,samling,xuili,nadia,ramlah,syima and many more!)
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Chess friends
UM chess team (AYYL,en.zamri,siew cheok,chuen keat,yeu jiunn,joon yi,wei li,carrine,zarifah,shazwani,loi,ayu and many more), nicholas&marcus chan,yeeweng,deon moh,aaron yee, wong zi jing&zi chuang,david lai,zach han,all my daerah petaling,negeri selangor and negara malaysia teammates=]

there's just too many for me to name...sorry if you name is not in the list!

EFFECTIVE PLANNING....

mmm...ok its officially 11th of august now(past 12 d)...which means i have exactly 1 week to my MEGA-CRAZY-SIO-SIO-GILA-BARBIE-HARDCORE-CHESS-EXAM-WAR~!!! the HORRIBLE thing is that...both chess tourneys n my tests clash....sigh....*speechless*
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right now...in my "to do" worklist....i have :

1) 4 lab reports => pass up on 16th aug

2) 3 mid sem tests => pharmacology-20th aug (duno postpone to which day YET), endocrinology-21st aug(postponed to 27th aug) and chronic diseases-23rd aug

3) practice chess => finish up FRENCH DEFENCE!!..haven't touch dutch and the rest..=[

4) thesis => preparing my crude extracts of red&green beans at the moment, gota start writing my materials&methods and literature review ASAP!!!

5) been travelling to anf fro from home and kolej EVERYDAY...due to some personal reasons. (i'm paying my #@#@$@# kolej FREE MONEY!!!)...food sux..everytime no water...wat the...........zZzZzZz

6) takde number 6 at the moment...phew=]


chess timetable for week after next :

18-19 aug = MERDEKA rapid chess tournament, cititel hotel (midV)
20-26 aug = AMBANK chess tournament, cititel hotel (midV)-23rd aug REST DAY
31 aug - 2 sept = MERDEKA standard chess tournament, wilayah complex(KL)

*seems like a stressful life to me...gerald, u can do it!!!!*

WHATEVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.......

cutest "whatever" i've ever seen b4~!!!

how careless/forgetful/absent-minded can someone be?

im starting to think that i hv a VERY VERY VERY poor memory...lately...i seem to forget things easily....misplace things....macam symptom nyanyuk la..omg....here are some of my tragedies...=[

1) sometimes i cant even rmbr ppl's name...eg u tell me ur name....few minutes later....i will be like...errmm....what's ur name again?...darn brain cells!!..but i do rmbr ppl's faces easier =]

2) my friend ask me to pass some stuffs to another friend of his....just a bag containing camera box with charger etc...i hope takde camera inside!!!...and...on that day itself(wed), i wanted 2 pass to her...but she wasnt free....so "postponed" to fri lor....but lately i was kinda busy travelling home and to kolej n everywhere...as far as im concern,i left her things at my kolej room....but...I CAN'T FIND IT!!!!!...its already 1 week+ later d...=[

*how unmindful i am.....sigh..disappointed with myself*...i just hope that i can replace her stuffs....its going 2cost me alot of $$$ man...=[ *
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3) ppl say chess players have good memory....i think im those 1% of chess players who have bad memory?...ofcourse there are some stuffs i can rmbr very well...but when it comes 2 studies...somehow i REALLY need to spend alot of time just to rmbr a short paragraph??...common man...=[

after watching "1 litre of tears"....i kinda like "feel" that i hv some weird memory loss disease..choi!!!...but at least now i realise that...i should be working towards achieving my goals...my dream...instead of wasting my time playing games,online for nothing?..etc....


and last but not least...SORRY ANG PEY PEY~!!!

cont. of "weird" things about gerald soh han loong

4) i notice that everything i carry or hold...u use it with my right hand?..e.g i carry(sling) my bag on my right shoulder....hold my file with my right hand...and etc....and my left will be like...."hey,let me hold something!..let me,let me!..-__-ll


5) i prefer to drink water from a wattle bottle rather than from cups. maybe cause logically a bottle can store up to 1 litre of water and i dont need to keep refilling it that often compared to a cup...where everytime i wana drink,i gota take them...symptom of laziness!!! ==> maybe cause i always "bercamping" (study/practice chess etc) in my room upstairs so lazy 2 go downstairs n take water..lo

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6) i do love chill/cold drinks/fruits....eg chilled rambutans,mango,watermelon,pineapple etc....or ice lemon tea,ice this and that....hot milk at night?...yeeee..lol...(eventhough im always coughing...yikes)


oh darn...the list is getting longer!...im getting "weird"...=P

"weird" things about gerald soh han loong =]

mmm....dont know y im writing this post, but be prepared to know the "truth"!!!

1) the 1st thing i do when i wake up early in the morning is..............SNEEZE!!!...yea...sneeze, not yawn...wat the...maybe got some lenglui miss me every morning..lolx...jk...and i do have a "Sensitive" nose...meaning 2say "allergic" to dust...or fluctuations in temperature?...eg if u ask me 2enter a super cold room(from a super hot weather outside)....and my weakness is...i do have "nose block" from time 2 time...so sometimes got some foul smell, i just cant smell it?..darn...=[

2) im a righthander....and i wear my watch on my right hand...(my watch is quite old d tho..*wink*hint*)..lol...ppl always think that im a lefty...nope,im not! and everyime i wana write or play chess,i gota take out my watch -__-ll...i still tak faham how those squash and tennis players play with their watches on!!!...i do feel uncomfortable tho
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3) i tend to cough like jay chow (if u notice how he cough when ppl interview him)..lol....i duno y i always cough tho...since lower 6?..omg...i dun think its because of cold drinks...or allergic ar anything...yikes..not bronchitis!!!...choi...weird cough!!..go away!!...


mmm...at the moment i can only think of 3..lol...my brain cells need some rest for now...tatazZzZz

what's life without a BEST FRIEND?

u tell me....=]

time management....-__-lll

i can feel the EUSTRESS when i wrote down the list of things that i need to do...take a look at it =]

1) get more info about thesis - i really hope i can do some research abt mangosteen skin,if not i will have to settle for beans...

2) organize my lecture notes/pictures etc (plus revising)

3) practice chess KAUKAU because....

==> ASTRO Merdeka Rapid Team event, 18 - 19 Aug at CitiTel Mid Valley
==> AmBank Chess Challenge, 20 - 26 Aug at CitiTel Mid Valley
==> ASTRO Merdeka Standard Team event, 31 Aug - 02 Sept at Wilayah Kompleks

~3 major tournaments ahead.....stresss....stresss~
and the worst part is, i gota skip 1 whole week of lectures and lab....OMG!!!
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4) lab reports...lab reports and more lab reports every week.

whatever it is, i have to keep reminding myself ==> focus, determination and hardwork is the key to success.

IF I THINK I CAN, I CAN~!!!

Building Excellence

Leaders do not command excellence, they build excellence. Excellence is "being all you can be" within the bounds of doing what is right for your organization. To reach excellence you must first be a leader of good character. You must do everything you are supposed to do. An organizations will not achieve excellence by figuring out where it wants to go, then having leaders do whatever they have to in order to get the job done, and then hope their leaders acted with good character. This type of thinking is backwards. Pursuing excellence should not be confused with accomplishing a job or task. When you do planning, you do it by backwards planning. But you do not achieve excellence by backwards planning. Excellence starts with leaders of good and strong character who engage in the entire process of leadership. And the first process is being a person of honorable character. chanel handbags

Managers are people who do things right, while leaders are people who do the right thing. - Warren Bennis, Ph.D. On Becoming a Leader

Waste no time arguing what a good man should be. Be one. - Marcus Aurelius

life as a colourblind person....

i knew something was wrong when i "failed" my eye test during BCG injection in standard 6....people laughed at me cause i failed in a test where....nobody can fail?...nyway...throughout my schooling years...i love drawing n painting...ok, to be frank i suck in drawing...but painting..=]...my mom and sis are very artistic tho...my dad however is very good in sports(particularly in table tennis and lempar cakera)...im doing fine in chess,futsal and badminton=]...

nyway....it was until after form 5 that i officially tested that im colourblind..=[...when to consult my uncle who happen to be an optometrist. then in UM also some student affairs officer asked me to "confirm" with UH doctor regarding my colourblindness...wtf...waste so much of my time travelling and WAITING at UH. chanel handbags

sometimes i wish that i can be like aaron kwok in PARA PARA SAKURA...altho he's like...totally colourblind?...but suddenly CECELIA CHEUNG APPEARED IN HIS LIFE!!!!!!!!....wah...i dont mind man!..lolx...

here are some info about colourblindness...mine happened 2be red-green colourblindness...=[...thank GOD i can c traffic light=]

Color blindness is an inaccurate term for a lack of perceptual sensitivity to certain colors. Absolute color blindness is almost unknow. There are three types of color receptors in our eyes, red, green and blue. We also have black and white receptors. They are more sensitive than the color receptors, that is why we have poor color perception in the dark.
Color blindness comes as a result of a lack of one or more of the types of color receptors. Most color perception defects are for red or green or both. About 10% of males have a color perception defect, but this is rare in females. Red-green color blindness is a result of a lack of red receptors.
Another form of color blindness -- yellow-blue is the second most common form, but it's extremely rare. It is also possible to have the color receptors missing entirely, which would result in black and white vision.



answer is 25...i can SEE!!!


answer is 56...i cant c...=[


answer is 8...i can c a little of no 8 or 3???


Colorblind individuals should see nothing. Color normal individuals should see a "faint" brown boat.


answer is 45....i only c dots...dots...and more dots...=[

two new turtles =]

i just got 2 new turtles!!! (thanks to johnson)

1 male and 1 female...so what should i name them?..any suggestions?

9/7/07

after 2 months of @##R@%^T$#&Y$T#@%R@#!% industrial training....starting from tmr onwards

==> new semester (study kaukau)
==> new hope ( work towards my goal)
==> new hairstyle (jantzen rocks)
==> new bunch of juniors(radar on...)
==> new mouse =] (with dolphin floating in it)
==> same roomies (jaysen and johnson)
==> same laptop(i feel like throwing it away!)
==> same old faithful bed (zZzZzZz)

CONFUSED.......
in life,we have to make choice every seconds...every minute....every hour,day,week,month,year etc....but sometimes...somethings,i just cant make the decision,i dont know which is the right choice or decision...ofcourse this choice will definately affect me and my loved ones...what should i do?...who can i seek for help?...but if i take a "long" time to make the decision....i may have lost the chance... chanel handbags

i know many of u are confused with what i just said.....im confused myself...*sigh*...its all about LOVE.

is it so hard to say "ï love u"???

GIRL OF MY DREAMS

[Chorus:]
You are the girl of my dreams In my heart, I believe
You are the girl of my dreams, baby
Of my dreams
All alone, in my room
Wishing that you were here
Without you, in my arms I'm holding back all of the tears
Without you in my life I'll never be satisfied
[Chorus]
Sometimes I feel I could have been better to you
All I wasnt is a chance
To prove that my love is true
Without you in my life I'll never be satisfied
[Chorus]
Baby let's go back in time

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To when our hearts would shine
And I could hold you tight In my dreams at night
[Chorus(Repeat 3 times)]

the ULTRA music F300 = be like BEYONCE =

for those who hv nothing 2do, do visit this website and just click on my image ~ l- iM dA mAn-l ~

vote for me man,altho i know i wont win that samsung handphone...cause :

1) im a MAN!...how can i look like a girl?..what more BEYONCE!!!
2) i hope yuin yin (sweet girl) will win it =]...so dun 4get 2 vote 4her also
3) other ppl already have 1000+ votes (cause they started early)
4) i prefer nokia phones..lolx...but i do like motorola,samsung and LG for their designs
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^-^ if u think u can, u can ^-^

no mood to blog these few days.....=[

im just waiting for my industrial training to end (this friday-29th june),not because it is boring or anything,but i do need some rest/break...this "holiday" had been a "tiring" one for me tho...so many cabaran hidup,sleep late - wake up super early *phew*...

^hope to meet up with janice(sorry mei)...kenneth(backside boy) and other frens=]^

Prostate Cancer

What Happens?

Almost all prostate cancers are discovered in their early stages, and the 5-year survival rate is almost 100%. 1 The 5-year survival rate is the percentage of people who are still alive 5 years after they have been diagnosed. It is just an average. Everyone's case is different, and this number does not show what will happen in your case.

Prostate cancer is so common that some experts believe that every man would get it if he lived long enough. Studies of autopsies show that most men older than 85 who die of other causes have tumors in their prostates. 3 It usually is a very slow-growing cancer that takes years to grow large enough to cause any problems. Sometimes, though, it grows quickly. Experts don't know how to tell the difference.

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When prostate cancer spreads, it goes first to surrounding tissues, then to lymph nodes in the pelvis, and then on to the bones, lungs, or other organs.


*y im writing this post?,i'll tell in the next post...very tired now =[ *

sixth former's homecoming (christopher wong weng yoong's idea)

ATTENTION TO ALL EX-UPPER 6 SCIENCE 4 homosapiens~!!!

There will be a gathering coming SOON~!!!...those who miss SAN SAN and wana meet her, please do turn up. NO EXCUSE MAN~!!!....siapa lambat boleh dimaafkan, tetapi sesiapa yang FFK(fong fei kei) MESTI berjumpa dengan Mr. Mahendran di SMKSAS~!!!
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Orang yang boleh dimaafkan ialah : Brendon,Syn yin,Suen,Pearl,Kiran,Kamini (whoelse ar?)


Date : 23/6/07 (saturday)
Venue : Station 1, ss15
Time : 6.30 pm
Attire : birthday suit...lolz


P/S : bring along your gf(s),bf(s),NO gay friend(s or lesbian friend(s) and PETS are not allowed LAR!


*and bring come present for soh han loong k...lolxxx*

SO U THINK U KNOW ME?

Create your own Friend Test here

tiring eyes.....

everyday i "only" sleep for about maybe 5 hours+....normally will go to bed abt 12am+...then zzz abt 1am+???...and wake up abt 7am+...EVERYDAY FROM MONDAY TIL SATURDAY!!!...thanks to my industrial training *lame*...work fr 830am-5pm...phew...and...NOT PAID~!!!...WHAT THE...GERALD!!!...=[...after balik fr work, bathe then read book (currently reading "13 secrets of power performance - roger dawson")...until 7pm then turun bawah take dinner=]...most of the time i will read till TER-sleep...lolz...after dinner...ONLINE...till 12+?...omg...*addicted*...im supposed 2be doing my lab report (hantar 1 week after industrial training which ends on 29th on june)...should be practicing chess...or read books...sigh...takde mood ler...*tired*....my eyes are always tired...panda eyes....i guess i should practice chess,read books and do lab report everynight...SAY NO TO ONLINE~!!!...coz i will TER-DOTA...seriously...chris,nelson & titus...gg man...=P
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to be a great leader :

1) one must have self-discipline
2) one must be influential
3) one must have vision
4) one must understand the "law of legacy"
5) one must have positive thinking and be confident
6) one must give his best in everything he does
7) one must SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP EARLY~!!!

~naughty gerald soh han loong~

so many DIFFERENT versions~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ruang Rindu - Letto

di daun yang iku mengalir lembut
terbawa sungai ke hujung mata
dan aku mulai takut terbawa cinta
menghirup rindu yang sesakkan dada
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jalanku hampa dan kusentuh dia
terasa hangat oh didalam hati
kupegang erat dan kuhalangi waktu
tak urung jua kulihatnya pergi

tak pnah kuragu dan slalu kuingat
kerlingan matamu dan sentuhan hangat
ku saat itu takut mencari makna
tumbuhkan rasa yg sesakkan dada

*
kau datang dan pergi oh begitu saja
smua kutrima apa adanya
mata terpejam dan hati menggumam
di ruang rindu kita bertemu
*
bertemu

Marathon Chess in support of Cancer Awareness @ Relay for Life Kuala Lumpur

BIGGEST FUND RAISING EVENT IN THE WORLD....

the National Cancer Society of Malaysia is dedicated to preventing cancer, saving lives from cancer and improving the quality of life of those living with cancer through patient care and education.
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there were so many games and activities there...survivor challenge, relay running, decorating tent contest,some beauty pageant contest?,costume contest and etc...i drag au yoong along with me to the marathon chess competition....haha...he wanted to c lenglui there only...and..well, ofcourse there are PLENTY of lengluiSSS there~!!!...

below are some pics :


i just love to join such events...as a volunteer=]



hundreds of ppl doing aerobic exercise...about 10pm?..



gerald with few of thousands of "candles in paper bag" with meaningful messages..



charity medal that i won....=]



cute fishy and winnie the pooh paper bag...and many other meaningful messages for cancer survivors and their loved ones.

its my first time playing in a chess competition for a charity cause...i feel GREAT=]...but sad to say...out of thousands of chess players in malaysia...only 4 turn up?...WHAT THE....$%$@$#@$@%...au yoong,abdullah,andrew ooi(from www.gilachess.com) and me...sigh...publicity prob?...location prob?...or lack of awareness prob?...sigh...we(au yoong and i) were shocked to know that "only" 1 or 2 chess players turned up for this MEANINGFUL event...its not for the prize or anything...its to raise fund to help cancer patients...to create awareness abt cancer!!...well,chess always lose out to other games & activities(in terms of publicity)

congrats to national cancer society of malaysia for this great event...its just WOW~!

david beckham........

i was speechless after watching this video....*respect* him =]
damn good at curling balls....WOOT

chess...

chess is like part of my life....i play it every....every...year?...not everyday cause lazy ler..lol..but i think i gota practice "everyday" to achieve my target as top 10 chess player in msia by 2009...nyway...before,during and after playing a chess game in tournaments....i always give my "best pose"..haha...as in how u sit...how u think...how u move...how u win(in style)...everything ler...cause...there are many spectators...and its very stressful...darn tension...if u win ==> happy, if u lose ==> embarrassing...yikes...its not easy to concentrate man...esp when suddenly got 1 super lenglui staring at u playing...haha..but chess no lenglui la...sad =[...these r some pics in masum...


before a game with ukm(strongest contender)...still can smile =]...we won 3.5-0.5 (whacking man~!!!)




it is time...press the "start" button after shaking hands =]



making a move(control macho)...au yoong with his "scary face"




thinking DEeEeEply....this is 1 out of 100 pose i make in a game..serious...and my hair looks weird fr this angle..=[




after 3 days of waking-up-early-play-hard-sleepless-night-perah-otak-main...celebrate ler~!!!


au yoong was telling me...WE gota stay at table 1 throughout the whole tournament...as in remain the leader...and hey...we made it...IN STYLE~!!!good job captain~!!!

wana know what are d requirements to be my my mom's daughter-in-law?

i was joking tdy with mom that i already have a gf...and she asked me MILLION questions..lol...nyway...these are her requirements?...yikes...


1)caring
2)kind
3)must be younger than me???
4)loving
5)good family background

the list goes on.........for those who meets the above requirements,pls call me..lolz..jk

nyway...all of them...i do agree...ofcourse i would want a gf who is caring,loving,kind,helpful,...EVERYTHING ler...lolz....but younger than me...mmm...haha...all this while i never chase after a girl who is older than me(don't worry mom)...lolz...i tend to "fall in love" with girls my age =] *wink*...but well,love is blind tho....i guess most of d girls i know meet the requirements stated above?...just lack "feeling"...but how do i know IF "SHE" is the one?...
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im kinda confused now tho...really...n im afraid that if i make the wrong decision,i will lose the "person" i should be with...sigh...love is confusing!

*i wonder what other ppl think abt me tho*...as in what kind of person m i?..mmmm...

the easiest to be my gf.....is to look like her....

MASUM 2007 part 3....

my favourite fried oyster.."oo-chien" in hokkien



sotong panggang?...tastes....ok la...@_@



hostel i stayed in....desasiswa tekun



fr left " yew jiunn,siew cheok,chuen keat and me =]



sleeping beauty...=]...on d way back to um...

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i'll tell u more abt my penang experience....gtg now..=]

MASUM 2007 part 2....

tao kae noi...some seaweed food?.next time should try tomato flavour =]
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UM guys chess team...WE ARE THE CHAMPIONS...MY FRIEND=]



gerald soh han loong....best board



UM chess team family photo...



UM leading from round 1 till the end....we got 22 points at the end =]

MAJLIS SUKAN UNIVERSITI MALAYSIA (MASUM 2007) part 1....

phew...after all the cabaran hidup yg suka dan duka dan mencabar...im finally back home!!...this year's masum was held at usm,penang...mascot is a tiger..last year was at uitm,shah alam...mascot was a lion...nyway...UM emerged as champions for both guys and girls category=]...YEAY!..so happy...unforgetable moment...all our hardwork paid off...=]

let me show u some pics.....


penang bridge...baru sampai penang ler...its darn looooooooooooooong



my bed....dota sessions at night...ops..*training i mean*



super cheap food and drinks=]...i practicall had barley suam or limau suam everyday?..coughing mer..




training at our training room,gota play on the floor coz not enough chairs&tables



at jusco...bread HISTORY?..what the...

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to be continued.....

give me your handphone numbers BABEH~!!!

i've just gotten back my hp from the "repairman"...and...sad to say...ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL my priceless msg from...ahemahem....all gone...wat the..and mms too...omg...can somebody kill me?..=[...sorry badiebu and keiko?..lolz..nyway..please leave a your hp number here..either in comment or cbox..PLEASE!....thanks alot..=]
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i'll be going to um tonight....then tmr morning abt 830am...bertolak ke usm,penang!..yeay!!..cant wait for penang chicks...eh..i mean...the chess tournament..haha..owning!...i'll be "skipping" industrial training for...8 days!..WOW...its like striking lottery man..haha..and no need to replace...WOOT..=]

at last...i can smile at something today.....=]

normally pets will run away when they hear such loud scary vacuum cleaner noise..but this FAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT cat.....haha...*speechless*....cute=]...i can hug this cat FOREVER!..meredith too...yikes

.........been thinking alot....

....i shifted from chemistry dept to haematology dept in my industrial training lab...good news=]...lots of new stuffs to learn...for a newbie...lol...congrats 2my lab manager...got a baby girl (3rd child i think)...as usual...tiring day...never felt so tired before...i think i still prefer study to work....lolz....nyway...horrible news is...my handphone...is "dead"...shiiiiiiiiiiiiiit....cant start it at all...i also duno y...sent it for repair-clean some duno what virus blablabla...rm50...the other choice was....change software(rm 125)...what the...last resort...trade in?..get a new handphone?...if the hp is ok...trade-in value is rm300....if not...only rm100?...walau..i bought this hp for rm1170 about 1 year+ ago!!...but...dun feel like spending so much...wana save $$$...=]....the sad thing is...maybe after repairing it...all the stuffs i saved...might be lost?......OH MY GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD~!...ALL MY BERATUS-RATUS MESSAGES!!!!....ALL MY PRICELESS MMS!!!!!!!!!....ARGHHHHHHHHH....i cant take it!..but...sigh..no choice...hope it can be saved in my memory card..sigh..dunoler..

the next thing that im worrying is...the coming chess competition....im slacking badly lately....sigh...tried 2 practice every night...lost concentration...end up dota-ing or surfing the net or reading ppl's blog blablabla....sigh...i kinda "deleted" dota d..lol...after kena "lecture" kaukau from mom last night...sigh...makes me feel....useless?...mmm...got a few more days to prepare...i must try my best...for my team,for UM,for myself,for mom,sis,amma...and...most of all...father's day present=]...means so much to me...so much...

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gota settle some assignment by tmr night also..yikes..i will be leaving to usm,penang on thurs morning....coming back on 25th of may(i think)...so wont be blogging for some time..=[...do leave any comments or msg...or better...just message me=]...but for now...I DONT HAVE A HANDPHONE...until tmr night when i get it back...hopefully it will be fine=]...

wish me luck for my coming chess tournament...and hope can meet some lengluis in usm...lol...jk

grey's anatomy meredith & derek..."you and me"

derek is a lucky guy(in this music video)...lolz...m i McDREAMY?

its been a loooooooong time since i last ate a McTWIST...miss it so much

nice song!

this is why i love being a volunteer...

...when you do volunteer work, you will awaken in yourself, a deep joy and satisfaction that comes from giving yourself to a worthy cause...

quoted from SEATRU

SAVE OUR TURTLES~!!!

i just LOVE pets........

just look at the cute tortoise chasing the cat...lol..cute. i WANT that cat!!!..so furry and fatty-chubby-bubbly?...i wan a shih tzu!!! chanel handbags

this pet website rockz ==> Cute Overload! :)

quote of the day

~ if you're sad , im also sad ~

*what does this quote tells u?*

*speechless*

it was the greatest day of my life.....for a moment...and then...the next moment..it was...the worst day of my life?...i dont know and dont wish to explain further...im sad yet happy yet confused yet angry yet disappointed yet glad yet....i duno...i just dont feel good...sometimes i feel that life is unfair...who to blame?myself?that person who make me feel this way?or GOD?....life goes on....and im not GIVING UP!!! chanel handbags

==> im starting to believe that some people are just not fated to live happily ever after with the person they love most and im sad that im one of them.

==> but whatever it is....as long as she's happy,i AM happy.

tough day...really tough day...

i TER-tidur after dinner last night (abt 9pm) then woke up abt 11pm...but decided to continue sleeping coz hv tournament today(the other time i dota til 2am..then played badly due to lack of sleep...yikes-insaf)...nyway..wana sleep early..mana tahu..cough like #@%$#@%@@!@!$@$!#........i think ended up "sleeping" abt 3am kua...

ANYWAY....I was targeting at least top 3 in this tourney...seeded 6...and sigh...disaster happened in the 3rd round...i MISSED a CHECKMATE!!!!!!!!..WHAT THE tuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuut...and i ended up losing that game...omg...guess i memang karat d...lost my touch...=[...but then...there was still hope...if i win the remaining 4 rounds...i still can get 2nd placing(rm 250)....but the last round..sigh..potong stim....blundered here and there...have to settle for a draw...and...with 5.5 points out of 7...i got a horrible 8th placing in the end....=[=[=[=[=[=[=[

at least now i know my weaknesses...gota buckle up...think positive..."fail forward"...persistent babeh!...this is not the 1st time i perform "badly"..haha...next tourney....18th may at usm penang!..WOOT!!!.. chanel handbags

yo LSY and frens who are going 2 US to work...gluck n enjoy yourselves=]..*bring back souvenir k*...*wink*..haha..jk

i have a dream.....

when i was a little boy,7 years old...i was just like any other kids,play badminton,carom,football etc with my neighbours(they've shifted =[)...then mom introduced me to a game called "CHESS"...end of standard 1,i joined chess club in my primary school(Sek Keb Subang Jaya).i didnt know much about this game,but i do enjoy playing it...as long as "play"..haha..i do enjoy them=]

standard 2 i started learning chess as in seriously...cant remember when mr seto(who coached other top national players like LIM YEE WENG,WAN KHYE THENG) became my chess coach but by standard 4 i begin to participate in chess tournaments.first tournament i got 10th placing(8TH ROYAL S'GOR JUNIORS' OPEN CHESS TOURNAMENT, APRIL 1994, U-12)...year 1994 was the first year i started playing in MSSD,MSSS and MSSM...n eventually represented malaysia in "msia-spore chess challenge"..

few years later(1997) i was the "top" chess player in malaysia....under 12 ler..lol...i won the national age group, U-12 chess championship and represented malaysia to WORLD YOUTH CHESS CHAMPIONSHIP in FRANCE. i did badly tho...that was the first time i've played in a "BIG" tourney...kena whack kaukau..lolz...great experience indeed =]


playing for selangor state was GREAT!...i was in the selangor chess team in the year 1995(perlis),1996(pahang) and 1997(selangor)...my 1st MSSM was at perlis,we managed to get a bronze medal.next year..we got gold=]...and 1997 i switced to individual event n have to settle for silver medal =[.

and then things started 2change after 1997. i stopped coaching. government excluded chess from MSSM for like...5 years?..due to budget or something...sigh..omg...what happened to the "chess world" in malaysia?...things CHANGED drastically..i was focusing more on my studies..ofcourse still join chess tournaments...performance was like a roller coaster ride...up and down..=[...then when chess was included in MSSM, i was studying lower 6 at samad,OVER AGE!!!..what the..=[

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the funny part was...until now,i dont have a FIDE RATING...even some amateurs in chess nowadays have a FIDE RATING..lolz..i feel ashamed whenever i meet mr hamid(international arbiter).he "watch" me play chess since i was a small kid...and till now,im a "nobody"..=[...the other day he was saying.."gerald,u go vietnam to enjoy ar?"...common mr hamid!...i tried so hard!..but was VERY UNLUCKY....=[

i know no matter what i say,nobody is going to believe me(except GOD). in the first event of ASEAN UNIVERISTY GAMES in hanoi,the standard category(1.5 hours each)was the worst tournament i've ever played in my entire life...WORST!..out of 6 rounds...i won once,got 1 bye and lost the other 4 games..OMG..2 miserable points. next event was blitz(3 mins each- my favourite)..i vowed to play GREAT chess...but again, i failed...i guess i was too nervous...lack of experience?..the last event...rapid(30 mins each)...marcus gave me some good advice..."if we cant beat our opponents,draw is a great result", he said.so i played with confidence n didnt lose a round until the last round to wei ming=[

i guess i was not used to the system,in malaysia if we get 3.5 points out of 6 rounds, we will get about 40+ placing?..that is if there are like 50+ participants ler...in vietnam there were 13ppl...i got 3.5 points in rapid category n i got 5th placing..lol...I STILL CANT BELIEVE IT!...marcus should have advised me EARLIER!!...guess i was pushing myself too hard for a win...and end up losing...=[


au yoong has got his FIDE rating finally!...he's just like me,we meet each other in chess tournament since we were small kids=]...same fate,same uni=]...now he's gotten his FIDE rating(2127)...i just need 1 more rated game to get my FIDE rating(hopefully)...coming tourneys are MASUM(MAJLIS SUKAN UNIVERSITI MALAYSIA) which will be held in USM,penang...then MERDEKA tourney(on merdeka day ofcourse) and GACC(world chess championship in dec)...these 3 main events that i enjoy playing for UM..u hv free accommodation,allowance,free food,free jackets,trackbottom,EVERYTHING!...n the best part is...the winning prize money,u get to keep it..haha..=]

my DREAM...year 2009 i will be 24 by then which is 12 years after i first represented malaysia to france. i guess it is time for me to prove to everyone that GERALD SOH HAN LOONG IS BACK!!!...after getting my FIDE rating(hopefully end of this year),i hope to join various FIDE rated tourneys and hope that i hv the chance to represent malaysia to "important" tournaments etc.

ULTIMATE DREAM : TOP 10 CHESS PLAYER IN MALAYSIA BY 2009.

i hate being sick.....i mean..unwell...

i've never sneeze so many times in my entire life(i think)...its like...more than 100 times already?...maybe close to 200?...allergic to dust(according to mom)...i CAN'T FALL SICK!!!
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1)gota practice chess kaukau
2)prepare for industrial training(which starts on monday-7th may)
3)i hv chess tournament at subang parade this sunday(rm350!!!)..i want it..lol..*come support me*winks*free McTwist if i win*=]
4)another chess tourney at usm,penang from 18th-25th may(cant wait for it!!!)
5)got loooooooooooooooooooots of errands to run blablabla...

the list goes on....busy man?..zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Goodwill Ambassador for UNICEF and the Joint United Nations Programme on HIV/AIDS (UNAIDS)

WOW!!!...i can only dream to be such a person...JACKIE CHAN

As Goodwill Ambassador, Chan is committed to supporting efforts to stop the spread of HIV/AIDS and ending the stigma and discrimination surrounding this global scourge, whose impact falls heavily on children. He also raises awareness about the destruction wrought by landmines and about other issues affecting children, including avian influenza.

During 2004 he made his first field trip to Cambodia, where he visited HIV/AIDS and landmine rehabilitation and awareness projects supported by UNICEF. In Siem Reap, home to the fabled Angkor War temple complex, he witnessed the horrific legacy of hidden landmines that continue to pose a daily threat to Cambodian children and their communities. Chan also met with children and young people whose lives have been affected by HIV/AIDS.
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Chan made a first-ever visit to Viet Nam with UNICEF to communicate a strong message on the importance of showing compassion and empathy to children infected and affected by HIV/AIDS. He travelled to a province with the highest HIV prevalence rate in the country, where he sat and talked with children and their families, who regularly gather at an ‘empathy’ support club. He also toured an antenatal clinic that provides counseling, testing and information on the prevention of mother-to-child transmission of HIV.

a true hero indeed....*im in love.....*...with his capability..not him~!!!

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other superstars related to HIV/AIDS are ELTON JOHN - Elton John AIDS Foundation (ELTON JOHN?!?!?!?!!) and The Magic Johnson Foundation

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those were the days........

BBQ at selese hills....


sesat gathering.... chanel handbags



jogging competition (guys vs girls)=> all the GUYS r wearing black pants..except...


bukit tinggi trip......


klcc u6s4 photo shooting...SPIKE IT!

LEFT AND RIGHT SIDES OF THE BRAIN: Which is your dominant side?

For me its gota be the right brain i guess...=]

If you prefer to study lying down (but most of the time i study sitting up erect!) , you may use your right side to study more effectively. The right hemisphere processes information from whole to parts.If you are right brain, it may be difficult for you to follow a lecture without the professor had given the outline first. If that is the case, it may be best for you to read the chapter before class or ask the professor to give you the topic and outline of the next lecture. You may also have trouble writing outlines if you are right-brained. You would write the entire paper and then last, the outline (if required).
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The right hemisphere is spatial orientated, recognizes sequencing of symbols, objects, and events, appreciates music, non-verbal, emotional, empathic, witty and humorous. Other functions consist of drive, order, planning, and executive control. Right brain people know how they feel but have trouble expressing it in words.(my biggest problem..sigh)

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Look at the facial expressions depicted above.
Write the corresponding letter that represents your interpretation of
each of the following emotions:
HAPPY, DISGUST, CONCERNED, SURPRISED,
SUSPICIOUS, SAD, HORRIFIED, ANGRY.

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my target : top 20 chess player in MALAYSIA (at the moment)